time to change

I need to make a change now before I start drifting away too far. A new way of dealing with certain things. Cause I have made up something in my head, been believing my own thoughts too much, hearing only what I wanted to hear, taking a few words too seriously and built up a fantasy....and when the reality of things hit me, it kind of hurts. Plus, I think - this has just happened because of an empty space. Lack of other candidates, you know.

Taking inventory, watching myself live, and trying to be honest, always stay connected with that inner messanger, is bloody amazing. Cause if I start listening to all the weird stuff that goes on up there, in the brain, thats when the madness begin.

Night night
xx